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South Loop Summer

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1.
Why are all my friends in Ohio I’m 6 hours away from everywhere I wish I could be I can't keep telling myself to be a better version of me And I know home is just an apartment Where I pay to much rent to barely survive But if I can get in a car with the people that matter Then maybe I’m meant to be alive Because it’s been a south loop summer and I can't think of literally any other way for me to spend the time I’ve spent here dying and barely paying my rent It’s been a south loop summer Bars I shouldn’t be in and men I shouldn’t sleep with and People I wish I knew better Its a south loop summer maybe my life will constantly be miserable Maybe I’ll keep making things I’m proud of Maybe what I lack is the potential but I know what I need and its unconditional love Now the band is playing and I'm barely even out the door People keep on asking me to make more and more and more and more and more I'm gonna drop out of college soon Do everything my mom said I shouldn't do I'm gonna drop out of college soon Do everything you wouldn’t want me to I'm gonna drop out of college soon Do everything my dad proved you shouldn’t do I'm gonna drop out of college soon I'm gonna drop out of college soon Because it’s been a south loop summer and I can't think of literally any other way for me to spend the time I’ve spent here dying and barely paying my rent It’s been a south loop summer Bars I shouldn’t be in and men I shouldn’t sleep with and People I wish I knew better Its a south loop summer
2.
ive been thinking about it every hour lights are off and its harder to do without power the weather doesn't help the snow is falling down my feet are broken knees are loose and I end up on the ground and I don't really know if I want to overdose maybe I'm just constantly scared of being on my own a head without the thoughts I think that's what I need maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed so please please please get me me me sober sober and when I'm there can I have have have any closure any closure because it's been a long year and a half and I'm not sure ill ever be able to go back and I don't want to disappoint my mom again but I already have already have so can I have any closure a broken home a lone window pane and maybe I'm a loner and can I get sober a broken bone a long night of shame and ill pretend that it won't hurt can I get sober can I stay sober
3.
I wish that I could better understand Why my life's work is now gone at someone else's hands I wish things could work out for the better A month ago you wrote that stupid fucking letter I love you your the best thing in my life now Only takes a minute for everything you love to drown I’ve been under for awhile Is this a scam, is this a free trial Happy birthday to you I guess I'm nothing new Happy birthday to you I guess I'll tell the truth I knew this was coming Wish I could push it down maybe I could numb it No surprise I am wrong Nothing could ever fix what's been going on The familiar feeling of your hands around my neck Is not one that I will soon be able to forget And I never understood the logic of it but I guess you would Happy birthday to you I guess I'm nothing new Happy birthday to you I guess I'll tell the truth Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you ( fuck ) Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you
4.
You tend to hit me up late nights at 2 am Sliding into anyone that you can finds DMs Makes sense that there's no proof of stable friends Pathological liar burning at both ends Spewing toxic things That I just can't take seriously Ridiculous it took us long for me to check under your sleeves But you faked it and you made it Easy to see That you were never worthy of our time bring you to your knees Cause fours a package deal for fucking you over Bar is on the floor it can't go any lower And you can go in rot in hell I really hope you learn and never forgive yourself Because everyone knows your a lying cheat and I hope you're always always feeling always feeling incomplete You sat there and juggled all of us But even clowns are good at that and you keep on fucking it up I don't know what to call you Are you even in remorse Turned off your lights and your phone and told yourself that it could be worse none of this is fucking tight None of this has ever been right None of this is fucking tight None of this has ever been right None of this is fucking right None of this has ever been right Cause everyone knows you're a lying cheat And I hope you're always feeling incomplete And you can go rot in hell And I really hope you learn and never forgive yourself Because everyone knows your a lying cheat And I hope you're always always feeling always feeling always feeling from everyone you hurt I hope you're always feeling incomplete
5.
Punch you in the teeth Never knew what you expected from me Believing in God has never been so hard Been so hard I'm tryna figure out where I went wrong Have you been this person all along The couch wasn't good enough for you Climbed into my bed when I begged you not to I can't change my sheets don't have the money to sleeping on my feet cause I don't know you I feel like nothing I can't change my sheets don't have the money to Sleeping on my feet Cause I have to And I feel like nothing Punch you in the teeth I never knew what you expected from me Believing in God has never been so hard I'm not angry I'm pissed off and All I wanna Do Is leave Do is leave
6.
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I'm a small rogue with no self-control Chaotic neutral who Can't find a home And you've got the people lining up at your door You're a bard with a guitar with a voice for the scoreboards And you can throw monster after monster at me and I'll take out my rapier and I'll start swinging I'm the runt of the litter I'm the shit of the crew No matter what I'll stick my neck out for you I mean the campaign! (hahaha, no) I was an NPC and you were the dm and it all comes down to the fact that this was never meant to happen and when I told you I loved you you said you didn't feel the same way it was a critical hit And I'm stuck in a homebrew campaign I can't leave And I've been trying to get you to see That we both want this to end in different ways which is exactly why I just can't stay How do I roll the dice to stop making you think twice about what could work out for us where do I find the potions to stop making me feel like I'm not enough I was an NPC and you were the dm and it all comes down to the fact that this was never meant to happen and when I told you I loved you you said you didn't feel the same way it was a critical hit It was a critical hit I'm hoping I roll a twenty x3 Goddamn its a one
7.
I guess your summer friends Are only around for the summer I guess this means that you and I have never even really Needed each other And I know that my life has been A little tougher lately Near-death experiences Have me thinking maybe That everything I've worked for will have a purpose whether you are here or not And I will keep on playing shows And writing music no one knows Because it's worth a shot Cause your summer friends are only around for the summer Your summer friends are forgetting each other Your summer friends are moving on to literally anything better Your summer friends will change with the weather change with the weather change with the weather And all I needed was a do you want to talk about it All I got was nothing at all And was it my fault this time around For being too drunk To say it out loud I wish I hadn't said everything yet Wish I could've gotten any rest And after everything you put me through why the hell would i ever still wanna stand by you And I can't get you off your stuck on these clothes I can't take you off as much as I couldn't say no I'm buried in a hospital bag far from what feels like home this hospital bracelets the only thing making me feel like maybe I'm not so alone Your summer friends are only around for the summer Your summer friends are forgetting each other Your summer friends are moving on to literally anything better Your summer friends will change with the weather change with the weather change with the weather

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released January 17, 2021

Eric Christopher - Guitar Vocals - They/Them
Arya Woody - Bass - He/They
Manae Hammond - Drums - She/Her

Mixed and Recorded by Adrian Kobziar
Mastered by Jake Checkoway

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